Scary night!

I thought I was going to die this morning, seriously. It was 4 am, something like that, and I woke up in so much pain! I could not move, I was so weak. Then my heart would accelerate and slow down, my chest was aching. Somehow I knew it was because of my fast. Normally I have soup for dinner when I'm fasting it's 100 kcal but it's liquid, well, it keeps me going. Only these past two days I just drank tea. I was freaking scared I didn't know what to do, I couldn't go back to sleep. It was hurting so bad. But I didn't want to eat you know, after all my hard work. Still I was terrified, so I crawled out of bed, don't know where I found the strength to do so. By the time I got to the kitchen I was shaking, I could feel my body shutting down. I managed to grab a banana, first thing I saw thank God it wasn't something fatty, so I sat down I ate it super slowly, I got better instantly. But I was still shaking so I ate another one. Gross part ahead! Now the strangest thing was that I pooped right away, obviously it was the bananas cause it was the only food in my belly.
At seven am I ate 2 apples just to prevent me from passing out at school. When I got home I almost didn't make it through the front door. So I ate some bean sprouts, spinach and cucumber. That's all had the entire day, I'm so disappointed I didn't fast today :( Tomorrow and Friday I'm going to work EXTRA hard to make it for it. Hope you're all doing well.

Stay Strong and Remember to Think Positive

xoxo